CANCER - My Magical Mystery Tour (MMT) or THIS IS absolutely, categorically, indubitably and seriously, seriously NOT a (BLEEP) journey! January 2016
14 January 2016Faithful Friends,
I just took a moment to breathe (awfully useful when one forgets sometimes) to sit and reflect that this time last year I was to have my first Chemo session. So busy reflecting that I haven’t hailed you all and said Happy 2016, or thought to convey how profoundly grateful I am to you …I am, I hope you know.
HAPPY 2016! May you give up on all the goals that you have to use every ounce of will power and every bit of grit and determination to achieve, and be a little kinder to yourself and eat more veg :D
Many of you have been through the wringer with your health or the health (physical/mental and emotional) of a loved one. Some have crossed the veil, becoming the gentle whisperings of spirits that imbue hearts and minds with their gentle essence. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
I am feeling fantastically well to be fair, not that I would know…on the medical front, metastatic disease is an odd bod in that way. My sister, bless her heart, said recently, “People are always asking me how you are. I never do know (slight pause…we were on the beach, quickly becoming like Olaf in a Japanese steam room, so taking a breath here was quite acceptable) when are you going to get sick?” It’s a fair question and one that I have absolutely NO answer to. I just know I am not sick today and probably won’t be tomorrow either!
You know that age ol’ principle that when you make space (i.e. in this case my giving up all the “shoulds” in life) something else comes along and fills it…
I just caught myself saying, ‘who in their right mind does this?’ Well, here goes…
* I have started my own Wellness and Lifestyle coaching business.
* I have signed up to do a graduate diploma in lifestyle medicine.
* And I’m in negotiations about being a wellness and lifestyle coach on radio (ok the radio show host texted me and I said yes… ‘negotiation’ just sounds posh). BTW here is the last one I did: https://soundcloud.com/woman-the-radio-show/breast-cancer-empowerment-through-choice?utm_source=soundcloud&utm_campaign=share&utm_medium=facebook.
* The article in the magazine (I haven’t seen it...Women's Day/Weekly, something like that) has come out. I imagine you might find it in a doctors surgery, or up in one of the many tramping huts’ long drops as bog roll, or jammed in a door to stop it rattling somewhere most like?? Regardless...recycle it :D
To be fit and fabulous, I am using your kind gifts of love to enable me to maintain my drug of choice – carrots. I am juicing 18kg a week of organic carrots along with beetroot, lemon and a simply revolting gag inducing green juice. I still see the medical herbalist (and get supplements that costs around $1000 each time) and a few random treatments like osteopathy and acupuncture and I remain very open to anything else that I ‘feel’ right about.
Thank you for enabling me to have that choice.
I do have my moments of self-doubt? It sounds a bit like this, “Who do you think you are? What makes you think you are any different to anyone else?” and conversely like this, “If just one person out there has cured themselves, then why not you?” So you can imagine it’s a bit like a chewed up toffee in my head sometimes.
I don’t pretend to be brave or courageous, and am incredibly uncomfortable when folk say that to me, because I am NOT any of those things, I am just me.
Whaia te maramatanga…..seek enlightenment
Go well, Wil xx